time after time

Feeling reallyyyy emo. In just 8 more months. So many things are going to happen.
-going to leave singapore
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There's alot of stuff that's going to happen with just this.
i'm exhilirated by what's awaiting me in the future, the fun i will have in America. i swear i'd cry buckets on the day i leave. But also, the thought about me leaving lingers at the back of my inner eye. i don't want to leave this place because of the people here. i love my family tons. They're people who no one can ever replace no matter what.

and my BFFs,

and this one very dear person to me, who knows me inside out, knows what i want deep from my heart, even if i lie. i love you all.
i need you like a bad habit. Of course, not forgetting my family, babes, food and all.

How funny it is, to have a need of dependence on you. Maybe it's because you know me inside out, maybe it's because you know what i really want, whatever it is, i just need you to put everything right. who is the one you are going to text everyday after i leave? That empty chasm of thoughts.

lo que sera, sea. Whatever will be, will be. Baby, it's you. So don't give away my love, although i know you wouldn't.
Now, all that awaits me, somehow somewhat, i will get through it. te quiero.