lighters UPPP!!!

i thank God:
i'm not you
i'm not oh so materialistic
materialistic things don't make me the most happy
i love myself
i am not high maintainnence(okay other than like my dresses and my skating)
i don't really care if i carry a gucci or chloe bag
i am happy.

first things first, que sera sera. i don't need to drive a cabriolet to feel oh so glam. things like that, are just superficial. what's most important is that i love being who i am, why care so much about material stuff? i ain't no material girl. just irks me how people care so much about it. it doesn't account for who you are, just shows how much you care about cloths and metals. it doesn't say how you know how to treat a girl, neither does it say how you know how to be a great friend nor does it show that someone is the world to you.

undaunted.
i'm leaving end of this year. i don't need to say anything. if things happen, they do. if not, so be it.
but i just wonder sometimes, how much longer till this tirade ends? this long, sad, aching reign of supremacy and tryanny.

the winner takes em all and the loser falls. how true. my face falls each time to see you like that girl, so just stop thinking about it already and just move on. Harsh, but true.
i wonder.. was tust du jetzt? wo bist du? denkst du an mich?
sometimes, some things are just better left unsaid.
fellas, tell your lady she's the one