pump it.
okay so like. interschools over and done with... let's see what i got.
3rd for freestyle.
i fucking screwed it up.. but whatever. i was so fucking disappointed and stuff. cuz i know i could do it. but why the heck did i go and screw it up? because of those incessant mind infesting hurdles that.. as an athlete i have yet to overcome.
1st for footwork.
i was really happy cuz... i didnt expect to get 1st since i wasnt confident of the routine that was 95% choreographed by me and only me ^^ credits to Jonn for helping me with the first part of my routine.
WHATEVER IT IS. ITS OVER.
Its not as if anything i do now can salvage it.
Firstly, i wana complain about stuff. since technically my bff is so self absorbed that i can go up and shoot -insert name- with lazer eyes and -insert name- wont even know.
okay i am SO mad with -insertname- cuz -insertname- is such an ass. all -insertname- cares about is -insertname- AND ONLY -insertname-. -insertname- CAN GO AND DIE FOR ALL I CARE NOW. now that its the holidays, -insertname- is gona frolick around with -insertname-'s OWN friends and never asking me out when -insertname- keeps chastising me about not asking -insertname- to any of the outings, and when i do, never turns up. -insertname- it totally so fucking dead.
Secondly, ** is making me so worried. my mind is constantly on **. but the thing is, i cant even be with ** all the time. so how the fuck am i supposed to know **'s alright with the damned THING? even tho i can tell ** to eat shit and go to hell, that would be so stupid of me, since i was the one who was whining and so totally devastated at the fact that ** was not here.
Thirdly, so much stuff has been bothering me. was it really by cuts on my feet and my dislocating/aching knee that was constantly on my mind, or was it?
whatever. im out.
3rd for freestyle.
i fucking screwed it up.. but whatever. i was so fucking disappointed and stuff. cuz i know i could do it. but why the heck did i go and screw it up? because of those incessant mind infesting hurdles that.. as an athlete i have yet to overcome.
1st for footwork.
i was really happy cuz... i didnt expect to get 1st since i wasnt confident of the routine that was 95% choreographed by me and only me ^^ credits to Jonn for helping me with the first part of my routine.
WHATEVER IT IS. ITS OVER.
Its not as if anything i do now can salvage it.
Firstly, i wana complain about stuff. since technically my bff is so self absorbed that i can go up and shoot -insert name- with lazer eyes and -insert name- wont even know.
okay i am SO mad with -insertname- cuz -insertname- is such an ass. all -insertname- cares about is -insertname- AND ONLY -insertname-. -insertname- CAN GO AND DIE FOR ALL I CARE NOW. now that its the holidays, -insertname- is gona frolick around with -insertname-'s OWN friends and never asking me out when -insertname- keeps chastising me about not asking -insertname- to any of the outings, and when i do, never turns up. -insertname- it totally so fucking dead.
Secondly, ** is making me so worried. my mind is constantly on **. but the thing is, i cant even be with ** all the time. so how the fuck am i supposed to know **'s alright with the damned THING? even tho i can tell ** to eat shit and go to hell, that would be so stupid of me, since i was the one who was whining and so totally devastated at the fact that ** was not here.
Thirdly, so much stuff has been bothering me. was it really by cuts on my feet and my dislocating/aching knee that was constantly on my mind, or was it?
whatever. im out.
posted by green eggs and ham^^ at 9:30 AM
2 Comments:
AHH! I MISS YOU TOO!.. i'm debating on whether i should go t sch or not.. most likely yes.
heyy!! i miss you sooo much! haha. why dont you wana go to school?
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