time after time, i'll be waiting for you.

screw that man. whats with sappy love songs that are all drowning in their sorrow about how sad, how screwed up their life becomes after ending a relationship. sure, hearts are broken, whine about it a few times.. but not for like 99% of the time YOU SPAZMACTRON.


fuck that shit man.(THANK CYNDI LAUPER FOR TIME AFTER TIME!)

i'm feeling so depressed right now.
haha (:

it really hurts.=( i cant sleep. fuck that bloody siren that was going on and on last night, its CRAP. I COULDNT SLEEP. AND MY LEG HURTS LIKE HELL. WHY AM I BEING SO VULGAR NOW. okay whatever. you know (i'm probably talking to myself anyway) i love the feeling when no one really knows my blog, then i can type out WHATEVER things i want about how so and so sucks donkey balls and so and so is TOTALLY hot and stuff. without of couse, offending any body(who is ACTUALLY in sight)


well other than that, i take great pleasure of letting out my stress and woes. at least, sometimes. blacked out today.
was so much fun
went home during school.
whee~
bloody steroids. =D sometimes i just hate physio. it hurts like hell, yet i cant tell anyone about how much it bloody hurts. i just tell myself. its one day sooner to getting on the ice. and each time i have to go for physio, i dread that very moment and sometimes just actually breakdown.

wowness. i'm taking my o's next june. stupid shit. i have to study doubly hard, harder than any other person i've known(that does not take o's during june in my level that is.)

IM GETTING TOO VULGAR.