if i never see you again

These years have been outrageously tumulus.
When all fails, i turn to find you, so you'll say/do something funny to make me happy, even at the expense of getting me angry. so i'll forget about whats making me unhappy.
In about a month, i'll revisit those feelings.
I'm sorry i can't visit you even though it's your day, but i'll celebrate it like we always do -- Halloween style.
Even though i know chances are, you'll probably never see this
i'm sorry for all the times we've quarreled, especially over the most ridiculous things
i'm sorry for not being able to say sorry.

It's going to be a Wednesday.
dancing in the rain~