Wednesday, August 23, 2006

wana kiss?

I'll draw you a picture,
I'll draw it with a twist,
I'll draw it with a razorblade,
I'll draw it on my wrist.
And if I draw it correctly,
a red fountain will appear...
to wash away my sorrows,
to chase away my fears.

really hot poem ey? thats exactly how i'm feeling right now. btw fyi, i ripped this from my brothers blog. but whatever. i am going crazy at this point of time. i dont feel like talking to anyone right now.
what an effing masquerade.
everythings pissing me off.
this stress is getting to me.
it wont be a surprise if i go suicidal sylvia plath style. wow wee.
okay i'm kidding about the suicidal part, but really, everythings driving me CRAAZZZYYYY
i have seven tests this week. SEVEN FUCKING TESTS THIS WEEK.
and please.

i HATE anyone going like i pity you for having so many tests(i just have so many people saying that to me) . save your sympathy for the devil thats gona engulf you, you ASSHOLE. here, i am trying my fucking best to get it all right and do well for my tests and there you are giving me sympathy like i have not even gave it my best. you know something?
save your sympathy for someone else bitch. cuz you know, i dont deserve it =D cuz i AM trying my best and you know, its working. thru all these stress, i get RESULTS. substantial results. so, stop making it sound so bad. everything's got its price. and this "thing" was something i am not able to not permit or whatsoever.

Biatch with a captital b.

sure i complain about the stress i'm having. but have you ever thought about how i might feel? that i, at this point of time, cant change anything and your sympathy would do no better than chiding me stupid!

it never seems to amaze me at how even with all this rubbish, i still manage to stand strong and go on. maybe its my personality. the one that some misunderstands. but(: i love myself. change? not anytime soon, unless its got a real good reason.

but thats alright. positively looking at it. its what that keeps me goinG! to prove those sobs that ROSANNE TAN CAN DO IT (: and i, am good =)

1 Comments:

Blogger hAtSuMi said...

yes girl! tts the spirit! ROSANNE CAN DO IT! =) haha thanks for tagging. din expect u to tag so quickly. hmm, same present for our dear chigake-san? haha btw how dya spell her name ah? hmm. :)

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